I know I've never told you just how much you help me.
Today's the day I do, so that you can finally see.
You help me more than I could ever explain.
You help so much, always take away my pain.
Inside my head, a constant battle is being fought.
Every day is a struggle. In the middle, I'm caught..
Push and shove, I go where ever my mind takes me.
I go from here to there, never left be.
Since you've come along, the struggle has decreased.
The pain has subsided, the tugging has ceased.
I am finally at peace when you're around.
My mind is stable. It's back on solid ground.
It's amazing how much power you have over my emotion.
For putting me
Looking at your past, I know I'm in for a ride.
If it ever reoccurs, know I'll be here by your side.
I'll stick by you when you think you've lost it all.
I'll be here for you to catch you if you fall.
I'll try to help you in any possible way I can.
If you'll just let me in, let me be part of the plan.
I want the best for you, for everything to be okay.
I don't want you to feel down at the end of the day.
Don't think that it's not possible for you to change.
It may happen slowly, but it's in your range.
You're not worthless or a lost cause in my eyes.
You're so much more, almost like a prize.
If something ever happens, I know we'l
It keeps building, you know?
The anger inside is about to show.
For so long I've been living in this hell.
I've hid myself in a tiny shell.
I'm so quiet, afraid to speak one word.
Everything that comes out just sounds absurd.
Screaming, crying, fighting, lying.
It's crazy as fuck, there's no denying.
I can never do anything right in your eyes.
At night I sing myself sweet lullabies.
Oh how I wish I could be free of you.
I think if I was, I wouldn't know what to do.
I've felt like shit for way too long.
I feel like I could turn this into a song.
Down someone hard enough and they'll eventually turn mean.
I'll be the craziest mo
With the beauty of life comes hatred and lies,
Being in love is her disguise.
It doesn't matter how much she tries,
For in the end she still cries.
She is broken to no return,
The scars on her wrists, they still burn.
She doesn't care, pain is all she knows.
Now she's hiding from all her foes.
She is now completely numb,
While the whole time pretending to be dumb.
She wants to end her life,
But her love stole the knife.
He told that she would be okay,
As long as with him she would always stay.
He told her something else too,
And that was that he may know what to do.
He wants to help her be happy again,
Like the w
All I can do is run away from you..
Just run because I don't know what to do.
You tell me you love me, but you tell the others the same..
What am I supposed to believe in this stupid little game?
You say you don't love them, that you only love me..
Yet you still tell them you love them, so how can that be?
I don't know what to believe about you..
Is your love for me really true?
I wish I could believe it, I wish I could see it..
But I don't think it's there..
Am I just another one of those girls or are you being for real?
Are you just lying to me, using me, or is this the real deal?
I wish I knew.. I wish I knew..